I love this boy :*

Jostein Gaarder, Sophie’s World

Life is both sad and solemn. We are led into a wonderful world, we meet one another here, greet each other—-and wander together for a brief moment. Then we lose each other and disappear as suddenly and unreasonably as we arrived

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I like you calm, as if you were absent

I like you calm, as if you were absent,
and you hear me far-off, and my voice does not touch you.
It seems that your eyelids have taken to flying:
it seems that a kiss has sealed up your mouth
Since all these things are filled with my spirit,
you come from things, filled with my spirit.
You appear as my soul, as the butterfly’s dreaming,
and you appear as Sadness’s word.
I like you calm, as if you were distant,
you are a moaning, a butterfly’s cooing.
You hear me far-off, my voice does not reach you.
Let me be calmed, then, calmed by your silence.
Let me commune, then, commune with your silence,
clear as a light, and pure as a ring.
You are like night, calmed, constellated.
Your silence is star-like, as distant, as true.
I like you calm, as if you were absent:
distant and saddened, as if you were dead.
One word at that moment, a smile, is sufficient.
And I thrill, then, I thrill: that it cannot be so

Fat - J.K. Rowling (via rosemtyler)

“Fat” is usually the first insult a girl throws at another girl when she wants to hurt her.

I mean, is ‘fat’ really the worst thing a human being can be? Is ‘fat’ worse than ‘vindictive’, ‘jealous’, ‘shallow’, ‘vain’, ‘boring’ or ‘cruel’? Not to me; but then, you might retort, what do I know about the pressure to be skinny? I’m not in the business of being judged on my looks, what with being a writer and earning my living by using my brain…

I went to the British Book Awards that evening. After the award ceremony I bumped into a woman I hadn’t seen for nearly three years. The first thing she said to me? ‘You’ve lost a lot of weight since the last time I saw you!’

‘Well,’ I said, slightly nonplussed, ‘the last time you saw me I’d just had a baby.’

What I felt like saying was, ‘I’ve produced my third child and my sixth novel since I last saw you. Aren’t either of those things more important, more interesting, than my size?’ But no – my waist looked smaller! Forget the kid and the book: finally, something to celebrate!

I’d rather they were independent, interesting, idealistic, kind, opinionated, original, funny – a thousand things, before ‘thin’. And frankly, I’d rather they didn’t give a gust of stinking chihuahua flatulence whether the woman standing next to them has fleshier knees than they do. Let my girls be Hermiones, rather than Pansy Parkinsons.

”

:'(

I've made up my mind,
Don't need to think it over
If I'm wrong, I am right
Don't need to look no further,
This ain't lust
I know this is love
But, if I tell the world
I'll never say enough
'cause it was not said to you
And that's exactly what I need to do
If I end up with you

[Chorus]
Should I give up,
Or should I just keep chasin' pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere
Or would it be a waste
Even if I knew my place
Should I leave it there
Should I give up,
Or should I just keep chasin' pavements
Even if it leads nowhere

I build myself up
And fly around in circles
Waitin' as my heart drops
And my back begins to tingle
Finally, could this be it

[Chorus]
Or should I give up
Or should I just keep chasin' pavements
Even if it leads nowhere
Or would it be a waste
Even if I knew my place
Should I leave it there

Should I give up
Or should I just keep chasin' pavements
Even if it leads nowhere
Or would it be a waste
Even if I knew my place should I leave it there
Should I give up
Or should I just keep on chasin' pavements
Should I just keep no chasin' pavements
Ohh oh

Januari

* Ambisius dan serius.
* Senang mengajari dan di ajari.
* Bekerja keras dan produktif.
* Tahu bagaimana membuat orang lain senang.
* Beberapa agak pendiam kecuali sedang marah atau senang.
* Sangat mudah melihat kelemahan orang lain dan suka mengkritik.
* Rajin dan setiap yang dibuat selalu menghasilkan keuntungan.
* Suka berbenah atau bersih-bersih dan hal-hal yang serba teratur.
* Bersifat sensitif, berfikiran mendalam.
* Pandai mengambil hati orang lain.
* Mudah mendisiplinkan diri sendiri.
* Bersikap romantik tetapi tidak pandai memamerkannya
* Tahan terhadap penyakit tetapi rentan terhadap pilek
* Cukup sayang pada anak-anak.
* Suka berdiam di rumah.
* Setia pada segala-galanya.
* Perlu belajar untuk hidup bersosialisasi.
* Mempunyai rasa cemburu yang sangat tinggi.

think of you in the in-between spaces, In the pause before the next heartbeat, in the clench of my chest before I exhale, in the swell of my courage before I say ‘hello’. Perhaps one day our lives will occupy one space. Touched shoulders, clasped hands, shared secrets

S..

Anda sangat tertutup, menahan diri dan malu. Anda sangat seksi, sensual dan bengairah tetapi tak membiarkan hal ini. Hanya dalam keintiman pribadi Anda membiarkan alam membuka rahasia Anda. Ketika seks menjadi hal fundamental, Anda adalah seorang ahli. Anda tahu semua trik kecil, dan sanggup bersandiwara atau bermain-main dan membuat kehidupan cinta menjadi sangat serius. Anda punya kesabaran untuk menunggu orang yang tepat.

Beruang, berubah yah :)

Please do not be selfish, because with all the selfish you will only hurt your own self.proof, as I said on you and it's proven now. Did not you are sympathetic by her? Nowhere will be a woman who can love you like she loves you. even i didn't :)

Lebaran-an :)

I am not pretty. I am not beautiful. I am as radiant as the sun

The best moments in reading are when you come across something – a thought, a feeling, a way of looking at things – that you’d thought special, particular to you. And here it is, set down by someone else, a person you’ve never met, maybe even someone long dead. And it’s as if a hand has come out, and taken yours

I’ve learned that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow. I’ve learned that you can tell a lot about a person by the way he/she handles these three things: a rainy day, lost luggage, and tangled Christmas tree lights. I’ve learned that regardless of your relationship with your parents, you’ll miss them when they’re gone from your life. I’ve learned that making a “living” is not the same thing as making a “life.” I’ve learned that life sometimes gives you a second chance. I’ve learned that you shouldn’t go through life with a catcher’s mitt on both hands; you need to be able to throw something back. I’ve learned that whenever I decide something with an open heart, I usually make the right decision. I’ve learned that even when I have pains, I don’t have to be one. I’ve learned that every day you should reach out and touch someone. People love a warm hug, or just a friendly pat on the back. I’ve learned that I still have a lot to learn. I’ve learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel

I shambled after as usual as I’ve been doing all my life after people that interest me, because the only people that interest me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones that never yawn or say a commonplace thing.. but burn, burn, burn like roman candles across the night

Our mind is a chooser; that’s why the problem arises. Remain choiceless. And whatsoever happens and wherever you are, right or left, in the middle or not in the middle, enjoy the moment in its totality. While happy, dance, sing, play music — be happy! And when sadness comes, which is bound to come, which is coming, which has to come, which is inevitable, you cannot avoid it… if you try to avoid it you will have to destroy the very possibility of happiness. The day cannot be without the night, and the summer cannot be without the winter, and life cannot be without death

enjoying my holiday with them ♥

i'm your super fans :*

Talking to the moon ♥

I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away
I want you back
I want you back
My neighbors think
I'm crazy
But they don't understand
You're all I have
You're all I have

Chorus:

At night when the stars
light up my room
I sit by myself

Talking to the Moon
Trying to get to You
In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon

I'm feeling like I'm famous
The talk of the town
They say
I've gone mad
Yeah
I've gone mad
But they don't know
what I know

Cause when the
sun goes down
someone's talking back
Yeah
They're talking back

At night when the stars
light up my room
I sit by myself
Talking to the Moon
Trying to get to You
In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon

Ahh Ahh,
Ahh Ahh,

Do you ever hear me calling?
Cause every night 
I'm talking to the moon
Still trying to get to you

In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon

I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away

Happy birthday Mr. Matsumura! :)

Hidden

We all have something to hide, some dark place inside us we don’t want the world to see. So we pretend everything’s okay, wrapping ourselves in rainbows. And maybe that’s all for the best… because some of these places are darker than others

:(

I felt like crying but nothing came out. It was just a sort of sad sickness, sick sad, when you can’t feel any worse. I think you know it. I think everybody knows it now and then. But I think I have known it pretty often, too often

Beauty is nothing, beauty won’t stay. You don’t know how lucky you are to be ugly, because if people like you, you know it’s for something else

Objek Penderita --> Yuli

sukma : mauuu vinaaaa *nangis

fitriaa : beliiiiii suukkkk. hahahaha

sukma : mau beli dimana? *nangis

vina : hahaha, maaf yah sukma,, hari ini baru dtang pisangnya.

sukma : kirim ke rumah gw vinaaa, mauuuuuuu *nangis

yuli : Jual aja vin di dinomarket.com

vina : boleh tuh yul, maaf sukma.

fitria : jangan kaya org susah deh suk, tinggal beli aja juga. kripik pisang dijual di dinomarket yul? knp lo gak  sekalian dijual juga? biar cepet kawin. hahahahahahaha

sukma : beli dimana fitriaa? hahaha fitriaa ide lo kece juga. jual yuli aja deh ah biar ga stress.

yuli : astagfirullah fitriaa, lama2 mulutnya gw strepless yee

vina : benerr tuh, mending si yuli didiskon 90%, biar cepet laku

sukma : udah yuli dijadiin suvenir ajaaa

fitria : suvenir? gratisan dong?? hahahahahaha

yuli : astagfirullah alazim

vina : fitriaa ga usah diperjelas kasian yuli :))

fitria : insya Allah laku yul kalo ada jlnnyaa

vina : amin amin :))

Rakem

Salah satu grup yang ada di bbm. Ada 6 grup, tapi yang paling aktif cuma Rakem. Mulai dari Pembahasan gak penting, contoh : cerita nabi, doa makan, doa tidur, doa niat puasa, dishare di grup. sampe pembahasan yang memang penting, contoh : Buka puasa bareng sampe nonton bareng dan karokean. Mau pagi, siang, sore, malem, subuh hingga sahur gak ada berenti bunyi 'tring' dari Rakem.

Cerita lucu  jam 8 malam
vina : happy new yearrr *dancing
aji : Selamat merayakan hari waisak
sukma : semoga yuli diterima amal ibadahnya
fitria : semoga dosa2 yuli bisa diampuni. insya Allah masuk surga
yuli : hahahahahaa, sarapp gw masih hiduppp!!
ganda : stressss
fitria : mari kita mengheningkan cipta untuk mengenang yuli
aji : gw berenti ah jadi ketua kelas, anak2nya pada sarap2. hahahahahaha

Arisan 74 ♥♥♥

THOSE WHO ARE ABLE TO CONTROL THEIR RAGE CAN CONQUER THEIR MOST SERIOUS ENEMY

Inkspell by Cornelia Funke

Stories never really end…even if the books like to pretend they do. Stories always go on. They don’t end on the last page, any more than they begin on the first page

Conan

Walaupun aku harus hilang dari hatinya, aku harus tersenyum seperti anak kecil

John Lennon

I believe in everything until it’s disproved. So I believe in fairies, the myths, dragons. It all exists, even if it’s in your mind. Who’s to say that dreams and nightmares aren’t as real as the here and now?

(via incessanthauntings)

To be remembered is to live on forever

Rawa Kemiri 03 Pagi :)

Dimulai dari yang terberat sizenya :D : vina, Fitria, sukma, sandi, gita, halim, suganda (yang sempet gak ada kabar tiba-tiba dateng), iwan, yuli. yang fotoin romi. :)

awkward

Sandi, cowo yang jaman kelas 6 SD ngelamar gw pake penghapus. salah satu murid terpintar di kelas. Setiap gw minta contekan pasti dikasih. Thank you Sandi :D :D :D

cinta sang hacker

Seandainya hatimu adalah sebuah system, maka aku akan scan kamu untuk mengetahui port mana yang terbuka Sehingga tidak ada keraguan saat aku c:\> nc -l -o -v -e ke hatimu,tapi aku hanya berani ping di belakang anonymouse proxy, inikah rasanya jatuh cinta sehingga membuatku seperti pecundang atau aku memang pecundang sejati whatever!

Seandainya hatimu adalah sebuah system,
ingin rasanya aku manfaatkan vulnerabilitiesmu, pake PHP injection Terus aku ls -la; find / -perm 777 -type d,sehingga aku tau kalo di hatimu ada folder yang bisa ditulisi atau adakah free space buat aku?. apa aku harus pasang backdor "Remote Connect-Back Shell"jadi aku tinggal nunggu koneksi dari kamu saja, biar aku tidak merana seperti ini.

Seandainya hatimu adalah sebuah system,
saat semua request-ku diterima aku akan nogkrong terus di bugtraq untuk mengetahui bug terbarumu maka aku akan patch n pacth terus,aku akan jaga service-mu jangan sampai crash n aku akan menjadi firewallmu aku akan pasang portsentry, dan menyeting error pagemu " The page cannot be found Coz Has Been Owned by Someone get out!" aku janji gak bakalan ada macelinious program atau service yang hidden, karena aku sangat sayang dan mencintaimu.

Seandainya hatimu adalah sebuah system,
jangan ada kata "You dont have permission to access it" untuk aku, kalau ga mau di ping flood Atau DDos Attack jangan ah....! kamu harus menjadi sang bidadari penyelamatku.

Seandainya hatimu adalah sebuah system, ...?

Tapi sayang hatimu bukanlah sebuah system,
kamu adalah sang bidadari impianku, yang telah mengacaukan systemku!
Suatu saat nanti aku akan datang n mengatakan kalau di hatiku sudah terinfeksi virus yang Menghanyutkan, Ga ada anti virus yang dapat menangkalnya selain ...kamu.

Januari

nama bulan pertama ini diadopsi dari nama janus, yaitu dewa romawi penjaga pintu gerbang. Dewa dengan dua wajah yang bertolak belakang. Satu wajah menatap ke depan, sedang lainnya menoleh ke belakang. Hal ini sebagai perlambang tatapan masa lalu dan pandangan ke masa datang. Janus yang kemudian menjadi januari adalah gambaran bulan mawas diri, yaitu sebagai pemisah tahun lalu dan tahun baru.

Transformers

Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things you didn’t do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines, sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover

That should be me - JB

Everybody's laughing in my mind
Rumors spreading 'bout this other guy
Do you do what you did, what you did with me?
Does he love you the way I can?
Did you forget all the plans that you made with me?
'Cause baby, I didn't
That should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me, this is so sad
That should be me, that should be me
That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts
This is so wrong, I can't go on
'Til you believe that that should be me
That should be me
You said you needed a little time for my mistakes
It's funny how you use that time to have me replaced
Did you think that I wouldn't see you out at the movies?
Whatcha doing to me?
You're taken' him where we used to go
Now if you're trying to break my heart
It's working 'cause you know
That, that should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me, this is so sad
That should be me, that should be me
That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts
This is so wrong, I can't go on
'Til you believe that should be me
I need to know should I fight for our love or disown?
It's getting harder to shield this pain in my heart, ooh
That should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me, this is so sad
That should be me, that should be me
That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts
This is so wrong, I can't go on
'Til you believe that that should be me, ooh
Holding your hand, that should be me
The one making you laugh, oh baby
Oh, that should be me, yeah
That should be me, giving you flowers
That should be me, talking for hours
That should be me, that should be me
That should be me
Never should've let you go
I never should've let you go
That should be me
Never should've let you go
That should be me
Never should've let you go
Never should've let you go
That should be me