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Sunday, October 23, 2011

I like you calm, as if you were absent

I like you calm, as if you were absent,
and you hear me far-off, and my voice does not touch you.
It seems that your eyelids have taken to flying:
it seems that a kiss has sealed up your mouth
Since all these things are filled with my spirit,
you come from things, filled with my spirit.
You appear as my soul, as the butterfly’s dreaming,
and you appear as Sadness’s word.
I like you calm, as if you were distant,
you are a moaning, a butterfly’s cooing.
You hear me far-off, my voice does not reach you.
Let me be calmed, then, calmed by your silence.
Let me commune, then, commune with your silence,
clear as a light, and pure as a ring.
You are like night, calmed, constellated.
Your silence is star-like, as distant, as true.
I like you calm, as if you were absent:
distant and saddened, as if you were dead.
One word at that moment, a smile, is sufficient.
And I thrill, then, I thrill: that it cannot be so

Fat - J.K. Rowling (via rosemtyler)


“Fat” is usually the first insult a girl throws at another girl when she wants to hurt her.
I mean, is ‘fat’ really the worst thing a human being can be? Is ‘fat’ worse than ‘vindictive’, ‘jealous’, ‘shallow’, ‘vain’, ‘boring’ or ‘cruel’? Not to me; but then, you might retort, what do I know about the pressure to be skinny? I’m not in the business of being judged on my looks, what with being a writer and earning my living by using my brain…
I went to the British Book Awards that evening. After the award ceremony I bumped into a woman I hadn’t seen for nearly three years. The first thing she said to me? ‘You’ve lost a lot of weight since the last time I saw you!’
‘Well,’ I said, slightly nonplussed, ‘the last time you saw me I’d just had a baby.’
What I felt like saying was, ‘I’ve produced my third child and my sixth novel since I last saw you. Aren’t either of those things more important, more interesting, than my size?’ But no – my waist looked smaller! Forget the kid and the book: finally, something to celebrate!
I’d rather they were independent, interesting, idealistic, kind, opinionated, original, funny – a thousand things, before ‘thin’. And frankly, I’d rather they didn’t give a gust of stinking chihuahua flatulence whether the woman standing next to them has fleshier knees than they do. Let my girls be Hermiones, rather than Pansy Parkinsons.

:'(

I've made up my mind,
Don't need to think it over
If I'm wrong, I am right
Don't need to look no further,
This ain't lust
I know this is love
But, if I tell the world
I'll never say enough
'cause it was not said to you
And that's exactly what I need to do
If I end up with you

[Chorus]
Should I give up,
Or should I just keep chasin' pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere
Or would it be a waste
Even if I knew my place
Should I leave it there
Should I give up,
Or should I just keep chasin' pavements
Even if it leads nowhere

I build myself up
And fly around in circles
Waitin' as my heart drops
And my back begins to tingle
Finally, could this be it

[Chorus]
Or should I give up
Or should I just keep chasin' pavements
Even if it leads nowhere
Or would it be a waste
Even if I knew my place
Should I leave it there

Should I give up
Or should I just keep chasin' pavements
Even if it leads nowhere
Or would it be a waste
Even if I knew my place should I leave it there
Should I give up
Or should I just keep on chasin' pavements
Should I just keep no chasin' pavements
Ohh oh

Tuesday, October 11, 2011

Januari

* Ambisius dan serius.
* Senang mengajari dan di ajari.
* Bekerja keras dan produktif.
* Tahu bagaimana membuat orang lain senang.
* Beberapa agak pendiam kecuali sedang marah atau senang.
* Sangat mudah melihat kelemahan orang lain dan suka mengkritik.
* Rajin dan setiap yang dibuat selalu menghasilkan keuntungan.
* Suka berbenah atau bersih-bersih dan hal-hal yang serba teratur.
* Bersifat sensitif, berfikiran mendalam.
* Pandai mengambil hati orang lain.
* Mudah mendisiplinkan diri sendiri.
* Bersikap romantik tetapi tidak pandai memamerkannya
* Tahan terhadap penyakit tetapi rentan terhadap pilek
* Cukup sayang pada anak-anak.
* Suka berdiam di rumah.
* Setia pada segala-galanya.
* Perlu belajar untuk hidup bersosialisasi.
* Mempunyai rasa cemburu yang sangat tinggi.

Sunday, October 9, 2011

think of you in the in-between spaces, In the pause before the next heartbeat, in the clench of my chest before I exhale, in the swell of my courage before I say ‘hello’. Perhaps one day our lives will occupy one space. Touched shoulders, clasped hands, shared secrets